Sad

Sad about so many things I want to do, so little time, so little support... I have no one at my side that I can rely on, no one that gives me a shoulder to cry on, no one to make me feel special... No one I can admire and say without doubt that he loves me and will not betray me... No one I can trust 100% with all I am. No one that thinks I'm a true lady, admiring me, showing respect and helping me find solutions and answers... No one to laugh at my jokes or with me... simply... I feel sad. I feel tired. I feel jaded. I feel old.